While this whole thing was rather unprovked. (by that mean I got drunk one night and said sorry to her) I find this to be a perfect example of why I am a douche bag ( Read more... )

Frojared: so i have to get an id now ( Read more... )

Well on saturday I manged to get only one thing done. And that was to define the dirtiest sex I've ever had. So if I ever got anything it would be from that one night.

A fool to trust,
yes, always.
Trusting a fool!
Cement those here,
who tomorrow will turn.
Add them to the heart,
and collect a soul.....

I know i'm going to end up married to someone I don't love simply because i'm lonely

Currently my life feels like I'm making love to a woman that repulses me.......

OK for anyone who reads this/cares..... I had a bit of a mental break down on tuesday. Just went over the deep end and had to bail. I called a bunch of people I guess.... I don't know who because well drunk Dan was smart and deleted the recent calls list. Some how by the grace of God I made it to Beans place more drunk then I've ever been in my ( Read more... )

Tonight I don't really think I did anything wrong at all for one of the first times in a long time of drinking I was fairly good. Save one cup i dropped in the living room. But tonight i feel as though I did something.... something that hurt a FRIEND and i feel terrible about it. I dunno. Mabye I'm just being dumb again. Chances are I am. Its only ( Read more... )

Just got back from chicago. I don't want to type out all that happened.

First read Mikes journal
then add the wayside and getting drunk
then switch over to Kiras
kee_rara (thats her lj name)

Thanks though to Kira and Tony for a good night.
I think i'm going to go die now.....

I got the best sleep ever last night. I could have been the fact I was up well over 36 hours with only two short naps. I think however its that it had been so long since I had someone next to me and I had missed it. Oh and yes I snore and fuck you I slept like a baby.