sometimes it's still very sad to me.

i like the italian club.
i can't stop drinking.
but this weekend i'm not at all.
that's a lie.

i'm getting my eye surgery today.
not excited.
very scared.
nervous.
upset about it.

fuck.

i'm reallly happy.

I made 350 in two nights, isn't that how much you made like, for one week? hahahahahahahahahahahaha

i wish people aged 19-23 would realize we're not supposed think we found the one at this age.
since working at the blue parrot, i've realized it will never ever happen.
there are 26 year olds who don't know what they're doing.
one girl I work with said, "I can't believe at 21 I was engaged and thinking I was getting married."

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sometimes I want to just dissapear.
sometimes I wish someone would just fucking love me already like ross did.
sometimes I wish i was still innocent.

time is moving forward and I am growing up.
I feel like the world is collapsing.
this is all mo and I talk about it.

fuck man what the fuck.
I wish it was time to go to fucking work already.

my chest is ( Read more... )

went to philla
got a fake bape hoodie
then got the urge to get a piercing
so i finally got my fucking lip pierced.

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although it has been years,
I have memories etched into my mind of a boy who I know I really loved.
the summer parks, waking him up in the morning.
him always being there to take care of me.

I know that my last relationship was not real love,
because the person who first loved me never would have treated me this way.

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Lately I'm alright
And lately I'm not scared
I've figured out
That what you do to me feels like
I'm floating on air
I don't need to know right now
All I know is I believe
In the very thing that got us here
And now I can't leave

Say anything, but say what you mean
'cause I'm caught in suspension

Now,
I'm wanting this for sure
And I'll beg for ( Read more... )