I feel so shitty right now. Seems like things never get better and all the bad things happen at once. Wish are luck would get better soon. I don't feel like writing anymore.

Its 5pm and I just felt like writing for some reason which is funny cause its really hard for me to write out what my feelings are. I think part of my problem is I keep them bottled up inside of me and figure they will go away after awhile. Sometimes I feel I like to live up to expectations for people. Oh, Jen she has a kid and needs to be well ( Read more... )

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. I have been so mad and moody theses days. The doctor pissed me off yesterday because I asked him to give me something for stress and he wouldn't. The last time I saw him he said he would. He told me I need to try consoling first and if that don't work then I can get something. I sign up for a consular ( Read more... )

Wow my stress level is at the braking point for me. I can't fucking handle all of it. College is really stressing me out this quarter and I hate it so much. I work every day from 12pm-4pm and don't get home until 4:30pm each day. Chloe don't see me all day so when I get home she wants me to hold her the rest of the night it seems like. Evey time I ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in my journal for such a long time. But I think I need to start using it again cause I have been so stressed with school and other shit. I thought maybe if I start writing out my thought I can deal with them better. I am in the computer lab at school and just got done writing a paper. It's time for a break now ( Read more... )

Lets see what have I been up sense the last time I wrote? HOMEWORK HOMEWORK AND MORE HOMEWORK. As you can see I'm pretty stressed about this whole homework thing. Here's the classes I'm taking ( Read more... )

I'm just going to start off by saying that some good things are finally happening to Casey and I. It's about time too, seems like shitty things were only happening. Anyways here's the list of good things ( Read more... )

So I went to the college on Monday to get my schedule all figured out. Here's what I'm taking. I have to go from basic math to college level and so from the way I write my schedule down it may only seem like I'm taking 2 classes but I'm not there just combined. In the math each section I do it worth 1 credit. Hope you guys understand what I mean. ( Read more... )

Hope you enjoy these pic I know I do. Every time she smiles or laugh at me I just tear up cause I don't know what I would do without her. Can't believe how big she is getting I love her so much. Anyways here a little update on her ( Read more... )

Well, I'm going to be start college on September 18th. I'm majoring in Early Childhood Development. Last week I signed up for Financial Aide and I've been accepted=). Casey also got all signed up for school too and my friend Mallory is going also. So yeah I'm a little scared. I haven't been to school in so long. Let's hope everything goes well and ( Read more... )