I wrote this at the airport the other day. I like it. I thought I'd share.

( airport thoughts )

"sorta fairytale" by tori amos

is all I really have to say

but in the end, everyone ends up alone.
 

remember that your inner cynicism is always prowling, doubting

even if you wanted to have faith nothing was ever enough

grinding toothpaste dust

between my mortar milling molars

it’s like a chalk mine blew up in the wind and pop!-

it settled into a dry clay desert

dust and grinds, of carageenan

I wonder if its layers

are laid ( Read more... )

"when you're not around nothing means as much."

( this really just explains things )

the other day I got all emotional while watching garden state. you know in the end, where he talks about putting an ellipsis on everything and figuring things out? I had the same conversation with someone once. but he never came back to pull me out of the phone booth. for some reason that just made me really sad, even though it was a long time ago ( Read more... )

I had the best night I've had in a long, long time. it was just so much fun. I was at the perfect level of buzz. I saw so many people I haven't seen in ages who I actually wanted to see. though much of my time was spent escaping people, I had a perfect new years kiss. it was a blast just dancing and mingling. then afterwards, the lint rollers! and ( Read more... )

I'm really glad it's going to be a new year soon ( Read more... )

I am SUCH a fucking idiot.

how do we get out of the holes we dig ourselves?