Every time I see helpinghand my heart skips a beat, weather it's an update on her thoughts and dreams or simply a list of who she has added to the community.

There is something peaceful about sitting in a room with the lights off listening to your favorite music. There is also something peaceful about the beach.

Tea has a date tonight, which means I have the kids. That makes me eternally happy, they are so beautiful..and each and every one reminds me of her. In a good way.

I did send a basket of flowers to a very special lady, and I hope she got them.

After some serious introspection, David is back, better, and ready for lovin!!! :)

The amazing beautiful welcome lady made me this Icon...She's so great.

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The divorce was final this afternoon. As far as the press is concerned, we're still married. None of that public drama for us or our children. I still love her, in a way..how do you hate the mother of your children? Everything is just so different, we grew apart. I don't know what to do anymore. We have a baby boy. What will he think of his ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better..a little sniffly but no big deal. I feel like I want to see Gillian when she's in the area but don't know how to tell her. We were never that great of friends, although we did get along well. It's almost like an ex-girlfriend, I want her to see I've been doing well. I know she has been flourishing. Why am I so nervous?

Hey everyone!
I'm so glad to see this whole mess cleared up. It was giving me a headache. So anyway, I have this cold that is bothering the Hell out of me. I mean, I don't even want to be around my kids, I'm afraid of getting them sick, especially the baby.

Going to find more kleenex, peace out.

Hellooooo everyone I am in the house! Why are there two Gillians? Gillian? Which one is you??