Life keeps changing so quickly around me, if I don't take a moment to stop, reflect, and write about the amount I've changed and things I've gone through, I won't understand where I am headed or who I am ( Read more... )

It's been almost 6 months since I've wrote in here. I saw that Dina updated hers so I figured I should do the same. My family especially my Grandmom is doing a lot better now dealing with the death of my Uncle Mikey. Things are slowly starting to get back to normal. They never will be normal again, but hopefully it will get close to it ( Read more... )

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It's sad to write about something like this, but I need to get everything out of my head. Yesterday was probably one of or the worst days of my life so far. I was in my bedroom getting dressed when I heard the telephone ring and then my Dad run up the stairs and he kept screaming "Oh my God". I ran to his bedroom and asked what was wrong and he ( Read more... )

It's now Friday, here's the update: Thursday morning my Autn Sharon came back and made my mom an hour late for work. My Aunt Sharon stood outfront screaming and yelling about the whole situation about my Uncle Mikey to my mom. Also on Thursday, my Uncle John got rushed to the hospital because he had a seizure. Then at night my Aunt Sharon came back ( Read more... )

It's the end of the night so I figured I'd update and sum up the day. This morning when I went to my first day of class was the only part of my dad that was good. Work completly sucked because Dr.Blank confused me and I believe got his days mixed up and wanted to know where his money was when I deposited it like he said to. On top of that, the ( Read more... )

I heard this song on the radio and I really liked it. I've been trying to figure out who sings it for so long and I finally found out. Here are the lyrics.. enjoy ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in here for awhile. Eddie and I got back together and are trying to work on our differences. Fourth of July sucked, besides going to Eddie's families house. July 3rd my Uncle Mikey got taken to the hospital because he drank 4 bottles of wine and had a BAC higher than 3.79.. basically he had alcohol poisoning. He's readdicted to ( Read more... )

I thought about Eddie all day today at work and when I came home from work I heard a song from Steubenville on the religious channel that made me upset, because it made me think of the good times we've had. I don't know where we went wrong. I do think ever since I told him the truth about me lying things were different from there, but I was damned ( Read more... )

Last night Eddie and I decided to take a break from our relationship. I woke up this morning thinking it was a dream but then realizing it wasen't, I rolled over and went back to bed because I didn't want to think about it. In a way I think it's a good thing because for the past year and a half we've been holding in grudges and fighting about past ( Read more... )