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[duckaluck]

I have this problem with going back and reading simons old blogs and such..i dont know if its me sub-coniously wanting to feel like shit, lately ive been letting my mind wander off into his past and what we used to talk about and it tares me up..or if its just out of sheer curiosity

Comments

[anonymous]

That man truly does love you. You are his goddess and he is willing to give up MORE (like his life) than some art books. As far as his past goes. Its just that. His past. He sees it as Fate removing the shit in his life to get him to the perfection that is you. I know that hes told you this before, but hes telling you again. The "happy times" in the past that he had we all fake. They meant nothing. They would only mean something if they were split up by something inevitable like war or death. But if shes a whore...the good times meant shit to him. so please. Cheer up and give your man a giant hug and kiss.

He said he loves you and that you are his world.

[da_psyborg]

Thank you who ever you are....thats exactelly what i think.

[gloomysunday27]

Duck! Why go torturing yourself about the past when that is exactly what it is, the past! He loves you, you can tell you are his world so care not what happened before. If you look at a person by how many people, and how happy they were with those people, no one would ever date. On another note, thats's shitty that you aren't getting along that well with your father, and he doesn't encourage you like he should. Deep in your heart, if you believe in yourself, and know you can do it, do whatever you want with your life. It is your life after all. Even if you did want to be a stay at home mother (which there is nothing wrong with!) he should respect and support your decision, being your dad and all. Anywho! I think you have the ambition, and the smarts to do what you want to do, and never let anyone make you feel like you could do less. Take care, keep in touch, -frAn*