I know I mentioned in my prior post, the trend of me updating like, once a year. Well it's been longer than that this time. Things, just are ( Read more... )

Concerning updating my journal. My last update was a year ago, and the one before that was a year prior to that. Haha. It only takes me a moment to glimpse back at my posts to realize that things change such a tremendous amount in span of a year ( Read more... )

It's mornings like this, after I've gotten Colleen off to school,and I'm just drinking coffee I really wish I had someone to talk to. I did a bulk of my deep cleaning yesterday.... Dusted, vacuumed, steam mopped my floors. I even turned Nico's bed into a toddler bed. He's able to climb out of a crib so I figured it was a good idea to just convert ( Read more... )

I can't get over the fact my daughter is six and has started the first grade! I've had her the whole summer break, minus a day here and there when Kevin had her. This last time he had her, she was not taken care of properly at all, so that's the last time he has her for more than one or two nights. It's sad, because she used to be so important to ( Read more... )

So finally we got things mostly resolved. What happened in court was this... Eric ended up getting joint legal custody. Which means, of course, any legal decision concerning the child is as much his say as hers. Religion, education, and medical care. This is already an issue of course, because the chick refuses to get the baby vaccinated, and Eric ( Read more... )

So much stuff got accomplished today, that's a good feeling. Woke up and made some coffee, began cleaning the shit out of the house. I haven't really updated for quite some time, for my own personal records I'd like to note Eric and are are renting a house. I believe I was still living in my apartment in Marine City last time I posted anything. ( Read more... )

Colleen and i just finally made our way home, man I'm tired! We spent a majority of our day at the beach. We went with Kevin's new lady Beth and her twin boys Seth and Peyton. It was craziness! Three four year olds, can you say handful? But it was fun and i actually really like Beth so i see good things ahead. After that we dropped in to surprise ( Read more... )

This window, wide open, with the wind blowing into and through. Everything inside of here, where? And if i don't belong to this where, how to find my here? I will never belong to either. It's raining, and the sun is shining brightly. And the wind.... Today feels peculiar. Floating around the universe, blind, deaf, and dumb. Frankie's self ( Read more... )

Literally today ruined the awesome weekend I had. For one I had Friday off,that's always a bonus. The weather was super nice. Helped accomplish some building, I caulked :) Colleen was with me and met a new little friend at Erics. I watched the two of them when the guys worked. Last night we finally got an evening alone, no kids, no one hanging out ( Read more... )

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