i get so pissed off and irate...i truly believe that people dont take me seriously! if something important is going on....something that i wouldn't have dealt with had it NOT been important, why ignore what i say?! i dont get it. i think people think im just naive and childish, saying and doing things just to say them.
a situation has come up and i feel like i'm being split in two different directions...my head and body are functioning separately and I hate feeling like this. i need to feel in CONTROL and I dont. i really could do without this shit, ever.