Seems like this world wont quit
seems like it wont take a breather
or maybe i wont
constant changes and new things
constantly not knowing
comfort is a thing of dreams
being tossed like a feather on the breeze
from place to place
growing with a constant need for grace
constantly unworthy of it
forever changing, forever differnt
forever waiting for

some people are so pathetic. cant take no for an answer and be happy with what theyre lucky to have.

My head is empty ( Read more... )

Im so happy! I got a good haircut today! Its fabulous! I got my layers reinstated, and some cute choppy long bangs which she styled perfectly. Then after she was finished she goes, i got rid of some of that kid bulk and now youre sexy for college. LOL i thought that was so funny. Then i went to Clay's and saw Ashly and she asked me to be the boss ( Read more... )

hmm, well i spent the night at Jessicas last night after we were at the Southside Youth Festival, and Lure won! we were sooo excited. Jessica won first place in the poetry contest, it was really easy to become jealous, but i mean, i got second! and looking at her poems i know hers were better. It was more fun anticipating it more than anything ( Read more... )

Well, today, hmm, my uncle hurt his foot yesterday and needs to be on cruches, but he wont use them. Mrs Wine called me and asked me to babysit baby joshua hines for her a few days next week. Hes really fabulous and wonderfully well behaved! im so looking forward to it. Tomorrow i am entering a poetry contest with jessica and were gonna split the ( Read more... )

oooo im so sad and confused and unsure what to do! My friend Sarah back in Maine, ran into my Dad the other day so she told me about it. She said he had a lot of facial hair, no surprise, and that he seemed unsetled when she mentioned me. I feel like he doesnt know how much he menas to me and how much i love him! So i asked her to get the phone ( Read more... )

Why is it, God gave ME such a ready and willing, impulsive spirit! I just saw a thing on the news about people starving in Niger Africa and little children dying before theyre 1. So instantly i thought of how would i get there, what would i bring, how would i raise money. Then reason kicked in. I wish my reasoning was a little quicker on the uptake ( Read more... )

i have the gift of salvation, but the curse of free will, whatever was God thinking? It's so easy to doubt myself. I have no focus, no faith, no life without God, but without focus and faith do i have God? Im a walking paradox and im not sure its a good thing ( Read more... )

i keep zoning out...idk ( Read more... )