aftermath ( Read more... )

merg.

no kisses=easier, but still so so hard.

dang. this has been a crazy semester so far. crusade, frisbee, school, relationships... all vital and going crazy. time is rare and divied up amongst many many things. i don't even know what to write on here. meh.

i love lazy days at the beach. especially with david and his family. it's my last day here though, which is quite sad... but i'll have to get over that i suppose. soon it's back to charleston and back to the gump. i've become a CT there now. which means i get 70% off instead of 50% and i get free food when i train people. man. there goes the "lose ( Read more... )

not knowing ( Read more... )

i'm sitting in david's room, watching dan pack up for the summer. i had my last precal exam today. what fun. i'm done with math forever ( Read more... )

"Then there's the two of us. This word [love] is far too short for us, it has only four letters, too sparse to fill those deep bare vacuums between the stars that press on us with their deafness. It's not love we don't wish to fall into, but that fear. This word is not enough but it will have to do. It's a single vowel in this metallic silence, a ( Read more... )

stop.go ( Read more... )

I can see why people feel the need for religion. They spend so much time obsessing and fearing what comes after death that they don't realize that they haven't lived until it's too late. This consept is so stupid to me. Why waste the time you have here so that you may POSSIBLY have it better in the future? Living for religion is living someone else ( Read more... )

these past few days have been incredibly intense. life has been full and set on the edge. we are fighting a battle for the ones we love-- and it is fierce. it is hard. there is blood, sweat, tears. and many more to be sown still.

but hope is not something we do. it is something we have.

and that is the beauty in this mess.

i love you.