A to Z of Me ( Read more... )

life's good, i never wrie in here about life being good really. but i work in a nice place with nice people, make decent money for not a lot of effort doing something that i love, i have some of the best friends in the world, a great supportive family, i do something fun almost every day, school's pretty easy, and i know if i work just a tiny bit ( Read more... )

i really think that nice dudes that want to be my boyfriend are repulsive. there's something wrong with me.

sometimes this town feels like a sink hole. full of shitty people who do shitty things ( Read more... )

it's not over, i have some soul searching to do.

i am 100% done. i think this is what i needed. it was nice to finally say what i wanted, and i wasn't too scared of the outcome, though i love him, and would do anything for him, even move to stupid vegas to make it work, I am glad i don't have to, i don't want to give up what i have here, and i am not sure if he is even worth it ( Read more... )

i hate it when i am a lil girl/bitch when it comes to dealing with boys er men. fuck it. i don't really trust any of em anyway. kanye is the onl one for me... if he liked white people we could get married.

at any rate... i lose my lil driver's license next thursday... it will prolly be the best 6 weeks of my life. since i hate hate drivin.

makes me puke blood apparently.

i am quittin the sauce for a while.

i feel like i am 17 again.

taking care of drunk people, then not getting any sleep makes for a grumpy jess.

i wanna shoot my face.

my hair's falling out and my skin's flaking off... i will be inside out girl in no time.