i need new friends? takers?!

I am excited school is done on wedsenday, i am excited about ashley's brunch today, i am excited to work lots today and make lots of money, i am excited to go to dad's house on thursday ( Read more... )

5 people i know have passed away in 2008,4 of them were a huge part of my life some for a little while, and some for my whole life. i want this year to be over. so badly ( Read more... )

I am in such a shitty mood lately.. i dunno why.. i think i need some days off to lock myself in my room and turn my phone off, and not talk to anyone. after that i need a vacation filled with fun things and family, and love and hugs and smiles ( Read more... )

when you're feeling better about something, and you feel like you've got your head wrapped around a problem, and you're solving it on your own, and things are getting okay your friends go out of their way to cut you back down to zero ( Read more... )

I am so mad at you ( Read more... )

yesterday was a horrible, yet peacefull day, followed by an amazing night ( Read more... )

"promise me I'll see you soon. love you"

that's the last thing i said to my dear friend tom before he died. i saw him one week ago today, and this afternoon he was found dead in his apartment.

i can't even explain how i feel right now.

everytime i think about you with another girl, it makes me wanna fuck a stranger just to spite you. not like you'd ever know.

I hate the fact i still care.

you're a prick.

you still make me sad. 3 years and counting.

"sometimes i don't thrill you, some times i think i'll kill you, just don't let me fuck up will you, cause when i need a friend it's still you.... what a mess"