I just realized who my real friends are. Who actually calls me, who sends me texts, who comments me, who asks to hang out all the time. You guys are what counts in my heart. It's hard to figure out who your real friends are, but I think I have finally come to conclusion. If you think you're my real friend, you're probably not. I have a select few, ( Read more... )

I am content...but am I really content? I'm happy with my life, but I wish there was more. I really miss the things I used to do, but I feel so greatful right now. I'm not confused, just lost. 

Is what I'm doing right? Happy? I don't know. I wish I could make up my mind, answer my own questions. I'm lost.

Help.

believing is one thing. but what exactly can i believe in? im scared i've lost myself.

who am i?

...IS A BRO DOWN? Don't try to explain it to me, it will make no sense. A bro down? You mean a ho down? Should I bring some country music and a barnyard? Bro down? You hardcore kids make no sense at all.

...change your mind ( Read more... )

everything i do is a failure, im a failure. i really wish i could make myself proud. it's almost impossible.

I haven't been this hurt in a very long time. These past couple days have sucked. My self esteem is shot. Thank you. I really do fucking hate you. If you know who this implies to, please let them know they are a worthless piece of shit. Oh, and that they smell. Thanks.

why do you take my friends away? today is another bitter day in my life. shaun is gone. even though i wasnt as close as some of you were, me and shaun still had our memories. well first and foremost, him ditching me at the mall. and then the same night me prank phone calling him. i laughed for hours. then there was the time he came to my house with ( Read more... )

usless, useless...useful?
sometimes i get my words mixed up.