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Jul 27, 2005 06:29

This weekend was amazing... and I didn't even do drugs! or get shitfaced ( Read more... )

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karaterobot July 30 2005, 17:31:06 UTC
Where are the new tats?

And damn man...surgery? That seems a little drastic. You've done the Atkins and exercise thing before and it worked for you. Why would you have to resort to surgery?

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duff_tastic July 31 2005, 11:14:35 UTC
Mine is in the middle of my back. You can see him peeking out when I wear my strappy shirts (he's basically right above my bra strap). Donnies is on his left bicep. It takes up the majority of it.

I can't seem to get back Atkins. I try and slip and try and slip and try and slip. I've decided to give it one more honest try and if by October nothing has happened then I'll look into something else.

Right now the only consequence for getting off of my diet is that I'm off the diet and whoopitydoo. At least the lap band punishes you. It's something I'm considering and in ways it sounds like a good idea and in ways it sucks. If I'm going to financially 125 it then I have to sign up in October for it to be effective January 1 for 2006. That's the only way I'll be able to afford it. Meh.

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karaterobot August 1 2005, 00:23:31 UTC
You want to be punished for eating an average sized meal by vomiting? For the rest of your life?

I think it makes more sense to just take care of yourself.

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duff_tastic August 2 2005, 11:05:54 UTC
Somewhere in there you have to learn how to take care of yourself. You have to learn how to make the right decisions of what to eat. You have to learn how to make the right decisions of how much to eat. How do I learn? I mean, I know what the answers are. What I don't know is how to apply them to real life.

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justasmile July 31 2005, 05:15:40 UTC
jen jen. was there any horns being honked by accident at the drive in???

i want to see the new tats. is lap band reversable? i know i could never have any sort of surgery. I. LOVE. TO. EAT. i rather just east less or not eat certain things.

i love you just the way you are, an im sure the boyfriend does as well! miss you take care!

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duff_tastic July 31 2005, 11:18:28 UTC
I love to eat. I really love it. That's why starvation is out of the picture. The lap band is reversible but the physician in this area that puts in prefers it to stay permenantly. I don't know if I can have surgery... but I was thinking about it.

He does love me the way I am. But I don't love me the way I am and I'm not happy this way. If I was still at my old weight I'd feel fine and this wouldn't be a major issue but over the last year I've gained all the weight back and now I feel blah. Like I said above, I'm gonna try the low carb thing again and if by October nothing has happened then I'll look into something more drastic.

I figure that's fair.

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