If i'm not answering your calls, this is for you ( Read more... )

for me today is friday cause i got three days off of work this week. i'm off wed-fri. YAY! so tonight Nick wants to go out with Melissa and Steph and i'm cool with that. it'll be fun, i just hope they go, otherwise Nicks gonna get sad. i don't like when my friends are sad because then i feel like a failure. so anywho, just sittin at work, thinkin ( Read more... )

if you ever feel at all sick just take 3 tylenol PM and you'll sleep like a baby. thats what i did last night and now i feel GREAT!!!!!!!SLEEP=

some words from i wise man ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder why i'm here. i wonder i why God put me here. Today i realized that i am here to help people. whether its fixing something for someone, pulling them from a burning building or telling my best friend that i love him. no not like "i'm gay" i love you but like " you're all i really have in friendship" i love you. cause lets face it ( Read more... )

yeah bored in class. . . .AGAIN ( Read more... )

yeah so its fucking snowing AGAIN!!!! i hate it soooooooo much. i swear if i live in this climate much longer i'm going to go insane ( Read more... )

i can't wait to leave. leave all this bullshit behind. i need a vacation soooo bad and nick and i are taking one, hopefully. i'm still grounded but it won't last, it never does. i really hope she didn't mean what she wrote. if she did, i'm hurt. but i'm not gonna let that shit get to me. i'm going to "keep on keepin on" as Joe Dirt says. i just ( Read more... )

this situation is gay. . . . . i am ready to just get the fuck out. the only thing that held me in before was the fact that you trusted me. now, no one involved in this situation trusts me. why should i go on? i'm a liar huh? well you keep telling yourself that and maybe someday it will be true. the lack of trust must end or i'm out. when i say " ( Read more... )

not being trusted by others pulled us apart. but not being trusted by YOU makes me feel the farthest i've ever felt from YOU. i don't understand how you say the things you do, yet have these feelings of doubt. maybe i'm never going to be trusted. . . .by anyone. maybe i should just stop trying. i have never done anything worthy of loosing your ( Read more... )