Questions. I woke up today with questions. I spent my day reading through my social network feeds with questions. I commute to point A and B with nothing but questions. And I wonder where there curiosities will lead me, because there's too many doubts that I know will leave me hanging with no closure.

Life, it seem is simply nothing but short. You' ( Read more... )

sometimes, well MOST times, you don't realize that you were being totally rude to your parents when they pisses you off. sitting down half an hour later thinking back what made them so mad, you realize that the gestures you made were much bigger then theirs to get your point across. and that they got mad because they were merely disappointed and in ( Read more... )

why'd you think i'd hate you enough to do such a thing? i simply do not understand such acts of reticence when i get one. worst - when i have every reason to back that i have not stepped on the wrong foot nor piss them off in any possibly way. what more could have gone wrong, was i not delectable enough that i dont plant a kiss on your cheek nor ( Read more... )

when problems are not of your own and you have to be involved in it one way or another, that is simply called 'being family'. the notion here is, i do not get the idea of this. don't get me wrong, i believe in family and am thankful for all the love i have been blessed since the day i was born. but things are meant to change. people change. ( Read more... )

im usually irked by these eccentric idea of online-dating. haha, i know, i must be random ( Read more... )

it is the start of February, alas - not that i am looking forward to it. also my first time back here in LJ after a very long time. 5 years back or something? back when 'I' is naive and contemplative and immature (though sometimes i think i am very much mature, bitch please! ) and all, well prolly a quarter of what i am/may/could be of today. still ( Read more... )

i have a thousand things running in my head trying to them themselves out. but this wouldn't do. i always wonder what i really want, i have a vision but i see nothing. i want to be the change but i am capable of none. just how significant is someone when they are just trying to find themselves. i am, standing at the finished line of 3 years running ( Read more... )

my alter ego got turned-off in tumblr and it seems that it'll work well with words here. i'll keep at this for now.

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after spending the morning at the library looking through nonsensical books and some urm..wisdom-full-macam-paham text from some philosopher whatsits, i came to understand the learning cycles of life. that not everytime we get what we want and we have to work towards our goals. thoughs does cross my mind looking through fashion catalogs, when was ( Read more... )