i feel like i'm in middle school again

I turn 23 tonight. And I'm sitting at home by myself. This kind of sucks.

Randomness at 2:30am

After 2 exams today and before studying for the 4 exams I have next week, I took some time today to do a painting I've been yearning to make. It's just part of a whole. I'll add more photos when I get a finished product. I got the idea from the Westbound Train logo.


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I damn near almost died tonight. I'm freaking out a bit.

I don't think I've ever been more sorry about things than I am right now.

My life is a whirlwind right now, and I’m loving every moment of it. Well, maybe not EVERY moment of it. But a ton of it, yes. This semester has put a new meaning to hard work. We do not have a single week without at least one test until the first week of April. I think that the last week of March I have 4 exams almost back to back. It’s ( Read more... )

I went to a bar tonight. I left after 40 minutes. This place is relentless. There is really nothing for me here.

when the fuck is "doing your best" or "trying your hardest" ever enough to get you through life sucessfully. I say fuck that. Whether I try my fucking hardest or not, it will NEVER alleviate the pain of failing.

now, dont get me wrong. I love my life and all the people in it, but I simply can't help noticing the fact that i get along much better with every other random person rather than my classmates. I dont NOT get along with them, but they arent my better friends. They dont extend efforts to become my friends. I see high school-esque cliques developing ( Read more... )

I havn't written in the sumbitch in quite some time. Things are busy. Busy but going well. More to come laters.