I'm drinking iced tea, the good stuff that Jessica's mom brought up. This tea, Crystal Light, has opened up a new life of pitchers forever in fridges, adding another beverage option, competing with the only beverage I've ever really drank, water. That's how good it is ( Read more... )

I have been in Boston for a week. Now, I am listening to The Dirty Three and just had a glass of white wine and I'm not sure what to do with myself, as I resolved not to watch a movie again tonight. It's humid and my tank top is wet from the sudden downpour on the way to the train yard with Sarah. I'm a tired now and a movie would be perfect except ( Read more... )

I can feel how long I was touched my the sunlight today under my NOSE. Ahh it was so sweet after those days and days of rain and wind and WIND and rain and clouds ( Read more... )

I am on the highest floor of the library, but the tree outside is still taller and it's RIGHT NEXT to the window and the newborn green leaved branches sway silently but furiously and what am I doing inside? oh that's right, I have do really well on my finals, but anyway THE TREES The Trees the trees go on and on over the rolling Worcester hills, ( Read more... )

I shaved my legs for the first time in months and months and tonight it was warm enough to wear a light jacket at night, that cordoroy one i once wrote about in the youth of this journal. fresh air! fresh relationships to analyze! which i think i'll switch to my secret journal to indulge in ( Read more... )

i need to learn and write about mexico soon, but before that i shall try to write about the sky- i swear i can tell it's staying lighter longer- but mike is howling and i just gave him food. so i desperatly call to him "miiike stop meowing!" (but its more like a baby crying) but anyway the sky is blue with some clouds and theres a spot of grey to ( Read more... )

i think i want to do this to get out some sort of inner message thats trapped inside, but i dont think it will work, well i'll see la de lda alda laaaaaaa, i want to acoustic java earlier tonight with katie and jeremy. i finished my homework for the night this afternoon, very rare for me. well this isnt working at getting beneath the surface. okay ( Read more... )

i was just reading on the 5th floor of the library, and the view when i looked to the left was the greyest landscape i've ever seen and then reading the first Rilke letter (in the book from my mom) about how a writer must look deep within himself and ask whether writing is necessary, whether he MUST write: and my first thought (but for the creating ( Read more... )

i've been playing scales and jazz for hours on end, maybe i'm finally at a point where i can enjoy becoming completely exhausted of it, like in the jeff buckley interview when he says that after playing for hours and runs out of steam is when amazing things happen because he's completely unselfconscious and not thinking about the mechanics of ( Read more... )

well i decided that instead of aimlessly surfing the net i will now "update"
so here i am
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i went to a party tonight, and kept seeing 'signs' of, for example, everything/ i just realized i didnt really have anything to say. i need to get out of my room as;lkdhf;shfs;l