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i hate holidays.
i hate thanksgiving.
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turkey day
i must say, i am not a huge fan of this holiday. i guess its just always boring for me. right now i am just chilling at home. about to go trhough a bunch of boxes and see what i need to get rid of before i move. i hate the fact that people only stop to think about all that they appreciate this one time a year. why not just think of one thing you ( Read more... ) -
rainy day
today was nice. ben came up here and we just got to sleep in and chill for the morning. its been so long since we've done that. it seems like we are always doing things on the weekends so we never get to sleep in together. We applied for a place but there were two other people ahead of us. One of them is out of the running but it seems really ( Read more... ) -
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i told one of my "bosses" today that i was leaving. that i wouldnt be coming back after winter break. *whew* that was hard. i really love my job. its awesome and fun and a great enviroment most of the time. thats the only thing that is really making it hard to leave but i know that things are going to be better ( Read more... ) -
two more months...
sooooooooooooo, im moving to portland ( Read more... ) -
its a wild world
its been a while since ive written in here. seems like the only time i feel motivated to write in here is when im thinking about serious things. hmmm. i am standing at a giant fork in the road with so many choices. the only thing is what do i pick? what do i do? there are so many good things that i can do. i think that is my problem i am too ( Read more... ) -
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I am not sure what it is. It feels like the closer I get to someone the worse a situation can blow up. I think maybe i just am socially inept. I cant handle it anymore. But I dont know how to go about changing it. The more time goes on the more and more I see loved ones falling away. Because of something I do. I dont know what it is. I just want it ( Read more... ) -
packing packing packing
i hate packing because i am a preparer. i like to be prepared for everything. so i wanna take so much stuff... i mean really i only have a backpack full of stuff for 2 mo which most people wld probablyhave more than that... but... i just feel like its too much but i dont know what to take out!?!
i hate packing. anyways, heres how my adventure shall ( Read more... ) -
five days left....
went shopping today. *sigh* i probably spent more money today than i have ever. period. ok. well, maybe not ever. but alot for one day! i never ever spend that kind of money on myself. i am always trying to scrimp and scrounge and save but... today it was good. it was all stuff i needed but still. i hate that feeling of shit. did i spend too much ( Read more... )