he should talk...if he went to proms and shit then i DEFINATELY want to commit social suicide...i'm to end up like him if i go to prom and stuff then i won't go (a guy who clings onto my mum like a leech at parties and tries to befriend her friends and who's immensely annoying ( Read more... )

'lay lady lay ( Read more... )

my boss threw my job in my face tonight...for whispering ( Read more... )

michael caught me...but i made out with him...yeah...i instantaneously felt really guilty about it...i assure you that won't happen again...i hope i still have a job...he said he wouldn't tell on me...i'm going to go see jimmy today i think...if it came down to it...nevermind ( Read more... )

i'm about to embark on something i really shouldn't...but i'll do it anyway...out of selfishness...and self pity

if it comes down to it...im not fighting for this...i give up...i'm sure it'd be worth it...but i dunt have it in me anymore...why bother? so you can jab me a little more? i won't be your whore...but i'll ruin this for you...because i'm selfish...and why should scum like you get to be happy? i hope that she breaks your heart..i hope this ends ( Read more... )

i'd really jes like to throw on some heels right now and get the hell out of here...pick up mikey and fuckin get out of here...i need to drive around...and i need to find a place i can go nuts...cus right now sitting here i'm going nuts...i think billy kind of wants me to get a motorcycle..he kept tellin me they're cheap...but i want one real bad ( Read more... )

my tulips are coming in they're great thanks...i ate too much today and it's only 1...i need to pluck my eyebrows...and do more laundry and stuff...my room is a catastrophe...i jes want to go in to work tomorrow and apologize for my attitude...i'm not a bitch and i dun want to come off as one ever...my dad bought a donkey and i named her lola...she ( Read more... )

visionaries ( Read more... )

i hate taking risks...i hate it..i do it so i can feel a temporary happiness...but im NOT happy...my heart is breaking before my eyes and what am i to do? why do i have to play victim to you? why do i always have to be the fucking victim in this...when can i go around breaking hearts? so what do i do the next few days? find jimmy