Lying soaked in sweat tonight
Your knuckles white
You try to fight
The need for more to get you by
You've had enough you wonder why
Crush it up, Crush it up
Take it down, Take it down

blue like water. blue like heaven is all of the time.
im alright. im just gagging on all the alright's.

were just two lost souls swimmin in a fishbowl. year ( Read more... )

love has come back for round 2... or wait is it 3 this time? shit maybe 4 or 5...
wow i'll get back to you guys when i can count how many times i've taken him back.
it may be a while...

madly.deeply

important updates- i got a tattoo on thursday. love life in jessica phillips cursive with a pink heart around it on my lower back. definately hott if i may say so myself.
jimbo has matching one on his forearm. minus the heart

hmm so the past two days have been funny
yesterday..
<3woke up. ate. bummed around
<3 jimbo came over. nap time
<3 woke ( Read more... )

wowo how confusing these past days have been.
everything will work it'self out. that is one thing i am sure of.
i still have hope.. but i dont know if it's still just for me.

today consisted of
<3 waking up at bens house next to grouchy pants
<3 going home and back to sleep until 2
<3 hangin with tara and birch. taking sara to the doctors
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ahh summer is here! hott as fuck, stayin out late as fuck. being fucked up as fuck
make sense? no i didnt think so.

dont look at me that way. it was a honest mistake

so much confusion.

summer has contained so far

<3 The light side
<3 the drunken nights
<3 jimbo gettin caught up. but a good change.
<3 sleeping on my porch last night
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<3 .My song. <3

It's the caffeine, the nicotine, the milligrams of tar
It's my habitat, it needs to be cleaned, it's my car
It's the fast talk they use to abuse and feed my brain
It's the cat box it needs to be changed, it's the pain
It's women, it's the plight for power it's government
It's the way your given knowledge slow with thought ( Read more... )

wow so as summer nears not only does the weather get a little brighter,
but so do my days
which is good because my days have been pretty dark lately.

so the past week has consisted of
<3 swimming. sun bathing. skinny dipping when the sun go's down =D
<3 no more being stoned 24/7. it got boring. cutting back/quitting and i like it.
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exesohs121: for some reason i watched u poo once tho. we thought it was funny
letsskate8989: we smelled eachothers farts till we puked
exesohs121: lol yea kindah cute

lol that was just too funny.

you are my worst addiction
no matter how bad i know you are for me.. i just can't give you up.

quickie >
you remind me of a needle or a pill.
one of those cheap thrills.
last night i was only listening to what i feel
but when i wake up the next morning,
my whole body feels ill.
you make my brain hurt,
but my heart feels worst.

floods
once again we roll over the same wrong doings.
now and again, this wound is not worth sewing.
my tears my sweat, even my blood,
is no longer worth this pain. that fills me in floods.
my friend, my enemy, my love my life.
your name is out of my heart tonight.
forever gone. never to come back
and after today, hope i will not lackmaybe these ( Read more... )