guess i better up date not that manny read this.....well not alot has happend but me going to work and tafe still stressed as a mofo and cutting pritty bad.......:( yeah yeah poor me! im sure ull all get over it well yes i just want to be cool to and cut myself:P hmmm thats about it i spose such an exciting life i live

sumone UP DATE PLEASE

Right i cant say what i feel so maybe i can write it ?? ok i love you all for saying ur there for me and u love me and it always good to know u have ppl but really what i need right now is sumone close someone to hold me hand and pull me throught and show me that things are ok and will be all right i m 17 and yesi shodul do sumthign on my own but ( Read more... )

i bet your all sick of hearing about how depressed i m well the day has cum where i m braking ans that day was three days ago so yeah i m so fucked up u all have no idear its crazy i dont feel any emotions other then sadness and downess (if thats a word) i m finaly sick of life and trying to put an end to mine and then u will all saygood bye and it ( Read more... )

Well yes this is GAY YES GAY ......totaly bored with no one to talk to need to get a life i think! and a new bf anyone interested? yeah well i dunno soooo total ybored not alot has happend dad is better his eye is all fixed! glenn is a fuck head who is a "blow ya load after 5 seconds" wanker who totly lies about not wanting a gurlfriend you WANKER ( Read more... )

lets start with my week KABOOM! get a msg at tafe that my dad is in hospital! holy fuk! totaly crazy cuz i coulnt ring mum and find out what happend till i got to work and kate told me cuz mum had told her they had to go all the way to brissy some vires in his eyes and he coudl go blind if it dont get better :( poorrr daddy ( Read more... )

and i didn't think my life sould be fuk anymore!! how stupied could i be? i m such a fuck and i promis never to open my mouth again never feel anything grrrrr it just so fustrating i know i m right and i know hw is right and i m so broken LOVE FUKIN SUCKS it just hurts boo for me somone love me i need help i need alot of things yet not getting them ( Read more... )

well it is now friday did i mention that it was my birthday on monday and this year it wasnt that bad of a birthday i got a pressy of claire witch i mite add is very cute (thanks darl) i got a phone call for jeramie wishing me a happy birthday :D thanks jeramie and i got an mp3 player from mummy and daddy and my grandperants took me out to dinna ( Read more... )

i is back drom camping got back on monday and yeah it was ok NOT THAT ANYONE CARES we had some trubbels but we sorted them out including a fight with glenn big one but we is good sorted it all out ( Read more... )

just incase you didnt know just how wonderful glenn is let me tell you that he is ( Read more... )

guess i better up date....................yeah why bother no one cares ( Read more... )