If I die it'll be from liquor and pills

Excess, it's everything and nothing all at once.

So there was something I wanted to post on my birthday I spared everyone the drama of. It went a little something like ( Read more... )

Where the hell have I been ( Read more... )

The moments you feel, and realize, just how alone you are always seem to be the moments in which you are incapable of reaching out to others.

Just keeping telling myself it's fine
Nothings wrong
No reason to feel anything at all

Take a shallow little breath ( Read more... )

Had this dream, in all of almost 10 full hours of sleep, that was only about an hour long ( Read more... )

Things are...interesting ( Read more... )

So I guess had a glass of V8 fusion while doing some light exercises.

This won't last long.

Interesting week, I must admit. Much to talk about although to be honest no one I’m speaking to needs to be filled in much on the surface details. However, I feel the need to type this out, and maybe to explain how my situation seems to be unfolding.

Bare with me here, this could take a little while.

Without a doubt AC was the closest I’ve come ( Read more... )

What will be will be
Left there bleeding
Mouthing empty silence
Muscles flickering
Twitching out a tear

What will be will be
Left there dying
Never once alone
Yet always empty
Exchange a last glance

As empty as always