got bak from babysittin 2night. babysat 4.5 hours...only got paid $15!?!?! rip-off i know.  the 7 y/o hocky player chick kept punching me. bitch. BUT, u kno wat made me feel sad about myself? 7 y/o kids havin boyfriends and girlfriends?!?!?! this girl showed me pic of her "boyfriend" and told me that they kissed. 7 year olds in love? sumhow i dont ( Read more... )

"i feel insane, like i am on a natural high

the exploite of happiness, is my only ride

the train is passing by these blue eyes

these blue eyes of mine..."

today was aight. im so sore i cant even move my legs. thats y my away message was up for so long. wow...im one pathetic person. lol.

guess wat next friday is? along w/ victorias birthday and a ( Read more... )

"she waited for days
sitting around for the reply
one that can change
one that brings hope
one that raises her spirits

shes so broke
choking on every last single bead of hope
jepordized by everything she knows
isnt it crazy how fast life goes
on into somewhere she doesnt belong

and i tell her
keep goin strong
people may be right
but others certainly are ( Read more... )

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im going by each day wondering when sumthing is gonna happen. sumthing so spontanious, sumthin remarkable, sumthin that i can talk about over and over and will still amaze me and everyone else. but ive cum to realize that the "sumthing" i am lookin for isnt gonna happen unless i do sumthin. unless i go do sumthin...idk..."daring" or adventurous... ( Read more... )

yesterday - had fun w/ jennifer shopping.  i havnt gone to the mall in a while so i felt so much better being there! i got this shirt from aeropostale for vday and heart-shaped fake-diamond earings for vday also. lol.  but omg...u guys (more like gurls) so need to go to victorias secret! they hav the cutest vday pj bottoms ever! im so gonna go bak ( Read more... )

"forever keep on dreaming
forever im gonna keep on singing
and i wont stop until the crows cum calling home
forever im gonna keep on being
whatever is gonna keep me goin strong
and i wont stop now until all the bad is gone"

- chorus of i song i might eventually cum around to finishing. lol.

2day was aight..i guess. i totally did bad on my written PE ( Read more... )

"perfection is a lie told by barbies..."

-me

and aint it the truth.....

due to ppl disagreeing w/ me makin this friends only...*cough cough* britt...lmao *cough* so it will NOT be friends only nemore.  ok happy now? lol. probably the only reason that it was friends only cuz i liked my friends only sign. hehe so now all of u guys w/out ljs can read mine again! lol !

lyl-jenjen