or anything like that. hes amazing, everything id ever want and yet i dont know what the problem is. im scared and it hurts.

Care to join me in this blinded descent I’ve fallen?

I’ve let go; the grounds for reality have slipped beneath me

And the weight of your answer has tipped me into oblivion

Down I laugh, for the sight I lacked has lead me to this sea

The wasted art of patience numbs the sting of collision

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im not depressed happy.

im more focused and determined then ever before to face the world.

sometimes i forget  im single, but i cant wait to fall in love again....

till then, i stay positive, productive, and thankful

i dreamt of you,

you haunt me,

you annoy me,

you confuse me,

you seduce me,

you entertain me,

and you, you center me.

but im still waiting 8 years later for the one, and i have to wait another 4

"But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
You're just the best I ever had

its not true.
and its fucked up i know
but when i kiss him i think of you.

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everything sux

i hate cleveland

i hate everything

i hate myself

omg very fun last few days ( Read more... )

neone going to warped tour on the 3rd????

i was bored so here some pics form kathys phone


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