I can see exactly where I want to be in life. I just have no idea of how to get there.

I'm the worst kind of pessamist, because I don't think I'll ever get what I want. And that's a huge problem because I want so much, I still haven't grasped the fact that I won't live forever. It's tempting, unraveling, and shaken me down to the point where I'm ( Read more... )

4:45 AM...

Pick my brain, please. I dare you.
Take me up on my challenge. See straight through me, and you'll get a prize.
Heave forbid you might learn a thing or two.
Oh, but it's the challenge no one can win.
Why do you ask? Because I won't let them.
I won't let you in.
You can't win with me.

Haha, yeah nothing is different.. They have institutions for ( Read more... )

I find myself writing in this thing even though no one reads these anymore. That actually is a factor to why I do it, because no one will see it. I'm just writing to get things off my chest because I feel like if I don't I will definetly explode.

I've been an insomniac the past couple weeks. I've slept for about 30 hours maybe the past month. But ( Read more... )

I'm not the same person I used to be.

I don't enjoy the same things.

I act differently.

I dress differently.

I think differently.

I am different.

My weekends aren't an excuse to get drunk or high.

My weekends are more than a reason to party.

My life means more than it used to.

I'm quieter than I used to be. I'm louder than I used to be.

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i'm adding to my back to school list. haha even tho these things would be like around christmas and spring break before i could get them. oh well =[


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i love my daddy!! hahah he's giving me $100 for back to school shopping.. plus whatever my mom gives me. soooo yahhh i'm set. hahah.


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mkay so it looks like my dads had a change of heart about giving me his ( Read more... )

They wipe away tears  that  I   cry.
The good & the bad times
♥ ♥ ♥   We've   been   through   them   all.
You make me rise when I FALL<3

thank you for reminding me
of all the things i've done
comepletely wrong.

Love is true when you can't always see eye to eye
but you always walk hand in hand

theres a point in life when you get tired of'
chasing  ( Read more... )