The other one, the one called Laura, is the one things happen to. I go from class to class and stop for a moment, perhaps mechanically now, to look at all the faceless students that walk past me. I know Laura from the report cards she gets or the name on her paychecks. I like animals and poetry, she too seems to like these but does not appreciate ( Read more... )

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You will not control me!
I have my own mind, and my own will.
you gave me life,and I’ve thanked you for it,
countless times.
You cannot continue to use it to run my life
Because in doing so
You take away the first thing u gave to me.
Please don’t kill me.

All around me there is love.
Constantly, surrounded.
Couples everywhere
Hugging, Kissing, Loving,
I look on
Desiring.
Why must I be alon
Am I unable to be loved?
Not beautiful enough…
Smart enough…
Desirable?
MEN! ~ I hurt them
As they hurt me
Slowly weaving a web
To entangle their hearts
So I can break them
Before they break mine.

America is a prison.
We create laws to protect ourselves,
Yet all they do is tighten the noose.
We make amends for past wrongs,
Affirmative Action!
Now we can no longer persecute criminals.
For if any are convicted, they declate
Racist! Sexist! Atheist!
The more we try to fix things
The further we reinforce the lock,
On our prison of “

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I care for u and yet i cant trust u. I want to be with u yet I fear u. u have all I dream of yet u have all I fear. I want to open myself up but I wont let myself. PLEASE! Bring back my faith, let me trust again. Just dont hurt me I beg u

I'm filled with confusion, I wish to love and be loved yet I cannot love. For I do not trust and I cannot love without trust. I do not trust becausr I am affraid. I am affraid because I hae been used and abused. I refuse to have my trust betrayed again. bur how can u betray trust u do not have? and how could u break a heart that is not yours? you ( Read more... )