She seemed dressed in all of me ( Read more... )

I hate myself sometimes I love myself.

I'd give everything and more.

Funny story for those who follow the Diary, uh... well the one person that actually cares. Anyway. its 2 in the morning and I pull in to my driveway and go to roll up the window and go in for the night. Now "all" of you wonderful people who are still reading, know that the switches in the green monster dont always work seeing as we have spent much ( Read more... )

One day, things will fall into place. All the peices. All will be well.

It can be anybody... can look like anything at all... anyone at all... you can never tell... it could be other people... hehe

I feel an erie sense of calm. Like the warm sunny aftermath of a devastating storm. Drudged up a lot of old memories, memories both painful and shameful. But the past is the past. And with this new day, a new feeling of comfort ensues. Happiness is still far off beyond the horizon, but for the first time in a long time I can lay my head down ( Read more... )

Another year gone. Another oppurtunity to whipe the slate clean. another chance to prove what I can do. Another year gone. All I wanna do is forget the past. Forget the pain. At the same time, all I wanna do is hold on to these moments to remind me why Im here. Its exciting and its scarey. Such is life. Ironic isnt it?? I dunno, maybe its the Jack ( Read more... )

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Only when I close my eyes do I see a world I can live in. Be happy in. Stay with me... go back to sleep... just... stay with me. Its all wired wrong. Its all fucked up. Please... dont go. live free and happy. Fight for what you believe in. I'll protect you my love. Rise up and FIGHT!! I wont let them come for you. KILL!! lay your head down, Im here ( Read more... )