I cant believe that after all this time, after all these years, after all I have done and seen, I still wake up missing you. I still wake up and wish you were still lying beside me. God, why did you allow what happened to happen?? Why cant you just let me live free and happy?? What more is there to take from me?? WHY WONT YOU ANSWER!?!?

Party at my house saturday. Show up if you want. If you dont care, then fuck off.

Goodbye...

Vote with a bullet.

I just came inside. was out in my driveway all night since about midnight. I was talking to an old friend. A good friend. a guy who has never sugar coated anything in his entire life. he was real with me. he pointed out a lot of my flaws. things I always knew were true, but didnt want to admit. My paranoia, my constant anger, my negative outlook. I ( Read more... )

There are constantly people around me, and yet I am so alone.

Theres a saying, love is blind. And another. Seek and ye shall find. But another day passes and I lay my head down. Im so tired of the same old shit in the same old town. Dont wanna escape simply because I can. Only to go from the fire into the frying pan. But I feel as though this is as good as it will ever be. Ill never be a Guitar god or a even ( Read more... )

Lay your head down child, to the rythime of the war drums.

Perhaps the feelings that we experience when we are in love represent a normal state. Being in love shows a person who he should be.

All those things I couldn't say
I should've said
All those I-love-you's lost
Weighed more like lead on my chest