so...valentine's day...not as painful as i thought it was going to be ( Read more... )

so umm...

valentines day this year...

not acknowledgin it b/c then i cant be upset im alone

and im ugly
and no one wants me =]

excellent plan of mine
<3

disclaimer: im not unhappy...and ive been happier...i just finally learned some stuff about myself ( Read more... )

i missed you mr. livejournal ( Read more... )

so...i have a new journal...it's not gonna be all depressed like this one ended up being...

but right now the latest thing to bother me makes everything else seem so much worse...

my parents brought up moving to hong kong again...but at this point im not sure how many people it would really matter to...there's a few but yeaa

so here's the link:

well...im lazy..so let's just keep this journal ( Read more... )

alright...im bored enough and i dont have plans for the rest of vacation therefore ( Read more... )

okee...soo i wasn't gonna update anymore...but andrew made a deal with me...so i am ( Read more... )

why should this have been different? the ones before were the same. they ran off in 2 weeks. why was i expecting this one to be special? why did i think that if i changed myself things would be better ( Read more... )

i wrote about 4 different entries before i decided to just go with this one that said:

im tired, confused, stressed, mellow, upset, and about every other emotion that exists.

things are weird for me in every aspect right now.

and i wanna rewind things and just...yeaa...

goodnight