I've been staying with AA and AU lately. 46 miles drive each way. Hate it. It brings with a strange kind of depression. I get home every night and want the feeling of being tipsy. The thought of drinking actually makes me feel sick, but the idea of just disconnecting my head is so soothing it is dangerous ( Read more... )

I've been laying low for a little while lately. Working and running and plotting and scheming. I started playing soccer every Tuesday with some guys in Bloomington. It is a group of maybe 50 guys or so that break up into 3 fields each. Fairly competitive and a good workout ( Read more... )

Not a good day today. Even though no really bad shit happened. Feels like I'm in the bottom of a well and I'm trying to climb my way out but the sides are too slimy and I keep losing my grip.

Last weekend I went home for Easter. I really enjoyed the time home and hated coming back ( Read more... )

I've been listening to this new album a lot lately. It's the first album in the past year to really make me feel the way a good pop-sensible album makes me feel ( Read more... )

I'm hoping I get a ton of sleep tonight. I've been watching a lot of the Venture Brothers Season 1 DVD lately. I saw Method Man last Thursday at the Bird. Sweet show. He had the rapper who played "Lickety Split" from 8-Mile as one of the openers. The other openers were Masta Killa, and Inspectah Deck. So far I have now seen 5 of the Wu-Tang members ( Read more... )

I saw "The Baxter" today and thought it was awesome. I really liked Michelle Williams. I'd like to date her sometime.

I've been swimming at the Y lately now that Amanda has been on vacation.

I built a robot earlier this week which was fun too.

I watched the movie "Proof" today and it made me happy. I'm not sure why ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a while because I wanted to wait until I accomplished somethign substantial. But I can't wait any longer. In a month from now I will have all three of my goals met for 2006. Right now I currently have one goal met: obtainaing my Masters degree. The others are a marathon in San Diego on June 4th and closing on my house on next ( Read more... )

I'm been thinking through most of last night and today about 2005. A self-focused year in review to be used for improvement in 2006. Here is what I have so far ( Read more... )