well-another day comes. another day of crappy cold weather...i guess i should be happy that it isn't gray outside. at least the sun is here today. i have my first interview tomorrow and i am scared shitless. i really want this job and i am afraid that i won't be able to get it. ugh...i hate that feeling. i feel like i screwed up a big portion of ( Read more... )

well-i passed my nursing boards. i am officially an r.n. i can't believe i passed that stinking test. i am now on the search to find a job...wish me luck! i feel like i have a total hangover-i don't think seroquel and nyquil mix to well. i feel like i had one too many beers last night..even though i didn't even drink. i have a lot to do today-but ( Read more... )

hey. back here in valpo. it is really nice to be back in my own element. i have to write quick before i need to leave for my appointment with my therapist. yikes. where to begin?!? i feel like my mind is going at 100 mph. a lot of thinking going on in there. i only have three more days before i take boards. as you can tell-i am really nervous. it ( Read more... )

hey. back here in valpo for two days. i am entering a gradual transition from my e.d. treatment program. they want to see if this will help this time around. i had to say something that was extremely hard to say during trauma group. i am still overcoming the shame and embarrassment of my past actions. but, like my therapist says-you can't look in ( Read more... )

well-this is my first journal entry on my live journal. things have been going well lately. i am fighting e.d-which i guess is a good thing. it is one of the hardest things i have had to do. i am still in a treatment program, but i am beginning to step down. i have almost been there for seven weeks now. i have learned a lot about myself and my ( Read more... )