Is the anniversary of the worst day in my life ( Read more... )

Life has been pretty interesting lately.. I've been giving in to my impulses a lot more than normal and it has made things much more agreeable.. I hope the summer proves to be as good!

There is a paragraph in a book that I like that pretty much exactly sums up how I'm feeling, how I've felt for the past week. I can't find the book, I've searched for the past 2 nights with no luck. It's to the point that I'm considering buying a new copy just so I can reread that one paragraph because I feel like it might bring me some comfort... ( Read more... )

You know how when a thought comes along and you think it's a really great idea, you KNOW it's a great idea. You know that feeling? and then you do said thing and the very instant you do it, sometimes even while you are doing it, you realize just how horribly bad an idea that was to begin with?

yeah.....

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I haven't really told anyone this I think I've just been working it out in my head for the past week. I'm typically not the type of person to believe in signs or omens but I feel this past week has been filled with them, from bottles breaking in freakishly odd ways, fights nearly breaking out for no real reason, my car falling apart, to people ( Read more... )

I feel so incredibly ill.. I need a hug but no one should get close to me.. uhhggg

There are some people in this world who should not be allowed to consume alcohol... period

There is a problem in my house, it smells of farts. I think, I hope it's my dog.. She has this suspicious look on her face. This isn't really what I felt like talking about but well it's something, it tell's you were my level of comfort is at.. low.. My friend AG just got his website up and it has a painting I posed for on it, in which I am getting ( Read more... )

all this hibernating is getting tiresome.. I need sunlight! How does one go about getting sunlight without freezing??? I'm really thinking about going to the conservatory to try and trick my brain into thinking I'm somewhere lush and tropical. where there is actual moisture in the air ( Read more... )