(note: this journal entry is in the form of a letter, that is not being sent to my ex-girlfriend, JP. I am writing this because I once again want to contact her, and open my heart to her, and in the past, my therapist has suggested instead writing her a letter and not sending it, but I feel the need to put it somewhere, so it goes here. If JP ever ( Read more... )

Once again, the time has come to register for next semester's classes. Actually, that time came about a month ago, but, being a chronic procrastinator, I've put it off until now. After all, I had lots of other stuff going on a month ago. Anyway, that's not part of the story right now ( Read more... )

lots of stuff going on ( Read more... )

I feel like crap (again). I probably shouldn't have gone to work today, but I did anyway, and I don't really feel rewarded for my sacrifice. But, what's done is done ( Read more... )

It's only Tuesday, the second day of my busiest week since a long time ago, and I'm already starting to lose it. I've been feeling lethargic all day, and nothing I do seems to help. Even fun stuff feels like work; today, after work and my midterm in computer science, I played magic with a friend for 2 hours, then played D&D for 2 hours, then went ( Read more... )

So, I've started noticing a trend. I usually get really depressed at work. It's because I have a lot of time with only the mindless task of unloading a truck to keep me occupied. Naturally, my mind starts to wander, and it tends to go places it shouldn't. So, I start thinking in the exact same circles I've been thinking in for three years now, and ( Read more... )

I left work a half an hour early today, because I feel like crap. The only thing objectively wrong is that I'm a little congested, but I feel really sick and tired. So, I left early, and I'm gonna skip my first 2 classes and take a nap, so that I can be attentive in the classes that I'm actually in danger of doing poorly in ( Read more... )

I know no-one reads this, so I might as well use it as I always have; to rant about how I hate my life ( Read more... )

So, it seems its been about 14 months since I last posted here... a lot has happened ( Read more... )

so, its holiday season again. Thanksgiving, to be precise. And everyone asks the question, "what are you thankful for ( Read more... )