I really need to stop watching horror game trailers in the middle of the night. I was watching some Dead Space trailers. It's a wicked awesome sci-fi survival horror game that should be out soon for the PC. The bad thing is that it's really good at the horror part. I just finished watching the entire series of back-story videos that EA released ( Read more... )

I decided that since I had enough time now that I would upgrade my current installation of windows to XP Service Pack 3. Bit of a mistake. My computer starts up slower, it doesn't use my video drive as well and it decided to be a royal pain in the ass and delete my audio drivers. When I finally had my video card's drivers updated I opened up iTunes ( Read more... )

Just something random that popped into my head. I might do more of this, I might not. It depends on if I get into the right mood again ( Read more... )

I just realized that this whole thing in Georgia is a continuation of the cold war. The Georgians are being backed by the U.S. and have even used U.S. crowd control technologies in the past along with U.S. surplus military equipment. The nations that are trying to succeed from Georgia are all backed by Russia. The Russians are trying to cause pro- ( Read more... )

On CNN today, the first page has a story running about how one tourist in China has been murdered. Pushed off to the side, a story about how Russian forces have hit civilian targets and how TWO-THOUSAND people have been killed. One American is evidently more valuable than two-thousand Georgians... How does that make sense?

Today... I've realized that I have run away from my past. I'm still running. I know how many steps it would take to run away from this life as well. I know where I would go, what I would do, how I would live my new life. I'm tempted to do it too. To just get up and disappear. There would be two people who I know would miss me but I don't know... I ( Read more... )

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||||| 74% Schizoid |||||||||||||||||| 78% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 66% Antisocial |||||||||| 34% Borderline |||| 14% Histrionic |||||| 26% Narcissistic |||||||||| 38% Avoidant |||||| 26% Dependent || 10% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||| 22% Take Free ( Read more... )

Last night... I have no clue what happened last night. The last thing I remember is taking a sedative that I wasn't supposed to take until today (not because it has to actually do anything, just because I'm supposed to be calm for my oral surgery tomorrow) and then looking up the medicine on wikipedia and finding out that the amount my dentist ( Read more... )

I'm going through that stage where I have absolutely no idea what I want to do in college... I'm thinking I might want to take a year off or something and work/live on my own for awhile... I probably won't just because I know how hard it is to get back into college after doing something like that and the fact that school would become a hell of a ( Read more... )

After almost a year, I am finally back to my normal self. That was admittedly far too long of a mental vacation but I'm back and my brain is flying at 1,000,000 miles a second again. The first thing I did, naturally, is prove that computers are actually alive. After that I made the realization that our own existence continues after death and that ( Read more... )