After having slept the whole weekend it seems as though it wasn’t enough. Today I feel so sluggish that it’s even hard to keep my head up. Time to put in an 11 hour day. Where will I find the strength?

15 years since I started this journey I mean journal. Currently in bed. My husband is holding my leg while he snores. Bentley, my dog, is not making a peep while he sleeps in his doggy bed beside me. Who would have thought 15 years later and I would still be in school. Tomorrow is Biology class and we are working on a lab report. Lately there has ( Read more... )

I had a dream i pooped in my pants at a party ( Read more... )

Last night i had a dream ( Read more... )

Denied again last night.

Am I really that unattractive?

If I touch someones google they should automatically give it me.

I rubbed his belly and he shook his head and went to sleep.

I masturbated while he snored. What a bastard I thought as i came on my shirt.

Exhausted furious frustrated I also went to sleep.

Today i woke feeling sorry for myself ( Read more... )

I haven't done anything today just like yesterday and the day before that. All i have done besides rest and paint is feast like a pregnant woman. My belly is the size of a beach ball and i feel on the verge of giving birth to a beautiful heavy child. This situation is symbolic of my creative motherhood and the completion, or birth, of my latest ( Read more... )

Sal took Rob by surprise. She had always been a meek girl, but lately the spirit of adventure flowed through her body and drove her to do irrational things. Unreasonable activities such as breaking and entering the dingy apartment of her current crush, Rob, were just another adventure fueled by her new acquisition of a chaotic spirit. Sally sat in ( Read more... )

EVERT IT IS HARD TO STAY IN CONTACT WITH YOU. I THINK WE BOTH NEED CELLPHONES. MY HOUSE PHONE NUMBER IS 909 920 3378. CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

Meagan gave me a psychological examination last night and she diagnosed me as a closet lesbian.
I think she might be right.

Anyways or how........

Last night i made it.
I finally reached Juliette in Venice.

I don't feel like the nuttiest person anymore.
I needed that.