What is life? What is right and wrong? Who's to blame? Which of us deserves better?, and to be here?

Looking around seeing remembering feeling, I done alot more wrong than good in my life and only myself to blame for my actions. I hurt alot of people over the years rather helping. Majority of them thankfully have left before things got worse, most ( Read more... )

i'm nearly through with everything ( Read more... )

Things are ok, spent time doing stuff online you know where. I'll be getting my blood results on Monday and find out wiether things inside me are ok or not. Got another doctors appointment tomorrow though at 4:20 but will be having fun at school before that window painting with my group, first time I drove my truck to San Diego so dunno how thats ( Read more... )

Would you ( Read more... )

Jesus fuck, why the hell does Sandy always insist I have diabeties? FUCK ( Read more... )

I need, I need your love like the flowers need the sun
To grow and reach the sky
Let us try to be as one
I need to feel your love
I need you deep inside
Put me on your rocketship and take me out of sight

I see stars
Can you see them, too?
I see stars
Can you see them?
I see stars
Can you see them, too?
I see stars
Can you see them?

DJ Mystik - Angels Crying

I've got all systems go nothing standing in my way
I should be far down the road but I'm not
Something's holding me back like a wild boar attack
and I've got you by my side but you're not

Do you remember when we thought there was no end
a shooting star around the sky
Do you remember when you were from heaven sent
how far ( Read more... )

Strumming dub plates with our fingers,
Eliminate sounds with our song,
Killing a sound boy with this sound,
Killing a sound boy with this sound,
Taking sound boys? lives with this dub,
Killing him softly with this sound.
Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
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First we touch, and we hurt each other
Then we tear our hearts apart
We are too close and I can feel the pain
Fill my empty heart

Is this pain too much for me
Can I stay the same
When this pain consumes my heart
Will I be able to hold on to my soul

Kindness is something I don't want or need
The sunshine would just dissolve me into light
Give me a pain as ( Read more... )

I could careless what happens to me physically, mentally, emotionally, spirtially.... even at home I realize none of those matter to some people, those who live with, realized that more than anything last night ( Read more... )