i feel horrible right now.  i barely drank last tuesday, other than that been totally sober for over a week. i saw H last night, friday. decided not to drink or anything and instead went back to schaumburg and ate at denny's with E and just drove around. went to a club but left after a minute. today i woke up at 2pm, chilled a little, took a shower ( Read more... )

i never understood the concept of indulging in substances to numb the pain, i always thought it was purely for fun. now that i feel empty inside i finally get it. but a few hundreds spent at woodfield mall down the street would do it for me instead of drugs. now i get what's been happening for the past 6 months or so, new nice apartment, new ( Read more... )