Well, Life sucks and i dunno what to do about anything...I love myself at least. Which is a very good thing. Not many people can say that and the is an accomplishment. Some of my friendships are dying and some are living. I wish i could just look into the future and see if they will come out okay ( Read more... )

I sit and wonder in my head, am i genuinely happy. I am in North Carolina with Mike right now and i find myself hating it. We are in the Outer Banks. There are couples EVERYWHERE and FAMILIES! It sucks, becuz I am not here with a significant other. I think it was a stupid Idea to just come he and I. It was so stupid on my part. I just wanted to get ( Read more... )

So right now I am in my room with the laptop pondering life... Let us see. I have a mild sore throat and my eyes are both pink. But yesterday was worth it. I had such an awesome time. I love my friends. All my besties!!!!! I have realized I would give anything up for my friends. They can make me smile and make me see sense. They are what make me ( Read more... )

Update on me!!!
It's so funny how you give up so much for one person, but in the long one you are the one forgotten...

You mold your life around one person and then when everything is said and done, you never happened...

You presence is taken out of their lives and thrown aside...

I gave up many great friendships for Chris and now that it is all over ( Read more... )

Well the past coupld of dayd with Chris have been wonderful. We have been perfectly happy. But i guess the fact that he is going to some girls sweet sixteen in a NICE! tux scares me ( Read more... )

Well, I haven' done this in a LONG time. Well, like i don't mean update. I mean freely write. I'm bored and well, actuallt I should be doing french, but am not in the mood for it. I have grown to detest french very much. I am just not getting it ( Read more... )

Crazy times...I love them ( Read more... )

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I don't think i want to even go to college anymore....This sucks!

I haven't even gottan started on college stuff....I need to get a move on!