Now, be nice to me people (looks at Matt, seeing as how he's the only one that reads my shit and maybe Jaime), I'z sisative ( Read more... )

Another one bites the dust. That's two of my grandbaby degu's dead from the first litter. Thankfully I bought another two a month or so back and they just had a litter of 6! Hell yeah, bitches!

He's in a better place now. He was my best friend... We loved him very much...

Caesar Hall
12/7/95-11/19/04
Beautiful Black and White Akita
Died of Diabetes

No other dog can replace the one we've lost...

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Yesterday was my birthday. Turned the big 20. Well, not really big, but big enough. Anyway, Matt baked me a delicious cake, took me to the movies, and sang happy birthday to me before we sat down to a candlelit somewhat dinner. It was honestly the best birthday I could remember. Thank you so much, Ma-kun. You don't know how much that meant to

Random Thought: Went to the Incubus concert last night and had quite a bit of fun. Hope the pictures turn out good. To all you girls and guys out there that are even thinking about it, BRANDON BOYD IS MINE!!!!! That is all ( Read more... )

I can't believe how weak I am. I cried so hard, I couldn't stand. Don't ask why. Too many problems overlapping, I can't tell one from the other. I guess I'll sound average when I say this, but I don't really want to be alive right now.

I guess everything I do to be good doesn't matter, because no matter what, the blame is always on me... It's always... me......

It's been 7 months, but Alex has finally emailed me. I may go to Germany to visit him.

I've roughly been up the whole night, seeing as how I've only gotten at least an hour or two's worth of sleep at a time. The degus (little creatures from the chinchilla family / my babies =D) are back in my room and Haruko (Matt named her) was cooing/screaming all night. Seeing as how I was getting annoyed, I threw a remote (which I don't use ( Read more... )