So... Chlo and Jerm. Damn. That is such a hot couple. I am seriously so excited for chlo that I can't bearly fall asleep. I have work tomorrow and then I have to chill with the girls tomorrow night at Carols and I need sleep so that I can stay awake all night. God I really really think that Jermey likes chlo. I know that chloe is scared ( Read more... )

I never knew it would be so impossible to get my best friend back.

Today I went snowboarding at spring with chad. it was a lot of fun. We were really cold and then went out for some pizza. Last night I talked to my sis about shit. She was telling me how she was going to sneak out at 12 with one of her friends to meet up with some 24 year old. And said she was goign to drive his car around. I worried about her ( Read more... )

This killer blizzard hit on Saturday and through the night. It's really pretty outside. We probably got 1ft of snow. I am finally out of high school. wphew thats a relief. its summer all over again. The eagles played atlanta (?) today I think. Well we won thats the important thing so we are going to the super bowl. Deke and I went over to ( Read more... )

So I got a letter today from Moravian. What a way to ruin my day. I'm totally bummed. They said that they could not accept me for early decision but will consider me for regular decision. I'm not sure if they did not accept me because I called and cancelled my early decision choice or because they didn't see that I switched to regular decision ( Read more... )

I just hate people sometimes. I especially hate Lauren. My friend Danni is in my one class and she is "old" best friends with Lauren. I keep on remembering when Lauren and I were so close that she would call me her best friend and then she just dumped me for Liz. What I didn't understand is that she called me her bestfriend but yet talked about ( Read more... )

I am really excited for this weekend. It will be prom! I'm really excited just to feel pretty and to go and dance. Friday night- getting ready for prom, Saturday- Going to prom, Sunday- going over to Ashleys house! yey! should be fun. Allie is giving me her hami-down clothes... I can't wait! YEY!
Later

I love Deke so much!  Yesterday was one of the best days of my life.  One that I surely will never forget.  Deke is the man of my dreams.  Even though sometimes I complain its things that every man carries in him, things that everyone is born with.  Things that I just over-react with.  Deep down I see myself spending the endless days of my ( Read more... )

So I have been thinking about a lot lately.  A lot of stuff has been bothering me.  I don't really want Chloe to read this but I guess that was sucks about having an online journal- everyone reads it.  Nor can I find the right time or place to confront her about it because she's always being so pushy with me these days.  Don't get me wrong I love ( Read more... )

I keep on loosing myself. Does anyone ever feel that way? Like my soul is across the room and I can't quite reach it.