hey Lj whatsup ... nothing here ... work sux ... but im gettin paid ... new years party was pretty cool and everything seems to be goin blah ... i dont have as much fun with anything as i used to
not sure if im seasonally depressed or just bored with everything ... im sure ill figure it out at some point ...thats all i got for today lj talk to ya

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went to lisa's wedding today ... it was really weird the 5 of us being in the same place at one time ... that hasnt happened in like years to say the least ... but it was cool im really happy for her ... after that i found out that i will be getting a management position at work which is cool because if i have to work that shitty job i might as ( Read more... )

so she came over today and we hung out ... it was alot like it was before the breakup ... well without the sex lol but it was fun and we joked around and then we talked about us ... were not getting back together ... but i think im okay with it now ( probably not ... just pretend so well ive convinced myself ) but we'll see, im gonna keep in touch ( Read more... )

so i just got off the phone with matt feirbach (he's in cleveland at ians house) seems he and whit took a road trip to see the ex ... i just want to be done, my heart hurts and i can see that its just not goin to get better for US... so maybe there should never be an us again... i wanted to spend the rest of my life with this girl but i'll be ( Read more... )

oh how things can change in a couple of days ... well whitney and i had a long convo about our relationship today (which resulted in it ending) so im single and not happy about it at all ... when we decided to break up i thought it could be okay or maybe i thought it wasnt for real but like a half hour later my heart sank and i just hurt so bad ( Read more... )

dirty took me drinkin last night to celebrate my birthday ...lol which was a while ago we went midnight bowling at the palace ... i got kinda drunk and i dont think whitney had a very good time. turns out i bowl alot shittier when im drunk... ne ways talk to ya later byez

hey whatsup ...today its whitneys birthday and im excited to spend it with her ... i love this girl sooo much ...but ne ways i still have one more surpriise for her ... weve been together for 2 and a half months and things are goin great ... i love it ! well gotta go bye

plans for tonight ...goin out to dinner and goin to the funny bone should be fun ...miss my gf like crazy ... weve been spending alot of time together and i wouldnt trade it for the world ...i love that girl...ne ways im gonna go now byez

whatsup lj so ne ways tonight im stayin with whit should be fun and hopefully ill find some other trouble to get into this weekend ... no other plans as of yet ...well probly goin golfin sunday but doubt that will stand in the way of partyin ne ways have to have to find a job soon better get on that ...well ill be seein ya byez