and things are pretty much the same ( Read more... )

PERFECTION (n)- Going to a concert with someone you'd die for then going home to drunk'n
bathroom smiles and counter top talks-

It upsets me how people can be so blind-

patiences- {adj.} enduring pain, the thing that keeps you waiting, will make an young man or woman old before their time, a curse rather then a virtue

This old man came to my work today to have his lawn mower deck fixed and while he was there he and I broke out in a conversation that was sparked by the old man seeing the size of the holes in my ear. He shook his head when I showed him I could stick my index finger half way through my earlobe. He began to rattle off about all the crazy things he ( Read more... )

stop looking- it'll find you

I had this crazy dream last night that disturbed even me ( Read more... )

Tonight fucking sucked- pissed off a friend, and in the process of trying to apologize over a misunderstanding of a text message I fucking ate it on the skateboard and fucked up my cell phone up big time. So now it's pain pills and antidepressants to get through the night- I hate having a heart- surgeons call me.

I've determined that I'm what you would call a "FILLER". I'm the guy that girls use to fill the gap from one serious relationship to another. I say nice things to the client, treat them nice, maybe buy them things, sex is a possibility, I pretty much build a relationship with them so that they find the self esteem they need to move on- which they ( Read more... )

My swollen right hand from where I attempted to put my fist through a steal sign reminds me that the reality is that I may never be happy- Love is a fucking joke- it's become the "right thing to say"- It doesn't hold the same meaning as it did in the past- Which sucks for us living in the past. I just want to wake up one day and say, "What a good ( Read more... )

Two things have been on my mind here recently ( Read more... )