Many of you that read my blog, is wondering why my title is named Lost. The past 29 weeks since I've last updated, I've lost many things dear to me but also gained ( Read more... )

Everyday I take the bus to commute home. Why else would I ride the bus for? My health? Didn't think so. So everyday when I take the bus. There's that damn wedding shop across the street. With all the different wedding dresses on display, I think to myself was my last chance with love with Zac? I say naw. I heard once on a great tv show called Sex ( Read more... )

New town. Awesome job. Single. New life. New Year. It's 2008 baby. And its all gonna start now, here in Belleuve, Washington.

Goals for this year!

Pay off ALL of my bills.
Get my fat ass into shape.
Work up to cooperate (even that means cutting throats, i'll fucking do it if I have to).
Get my own place by the winter time.
Get a boyfriend with ( Read more... )

So i was thinking about alot of things driving home today ( Read more... )

I was listening to this song while driving home today and it brought tears to my eyes. I think anyone (at least anyone) can relate to this song. It's funny how it's been a year since I'm break up. The song made my feelings resurface...now I just realized that I'm not over him. The song is by Jordin Sparks with Chris Brown called, No Air ( Read more... )

Its been almost 2 weeks since I've landed here in Bellevue/Kirkland aka Juantia, Washington. All I have to say it's incredible down here. I should've of moved down here sooner. But ya know what? This is finally where I'm suppose to be. So the Bellevue Nordstrom (Store 4) here and the Nordstrom in Alaska (Store 12) are two difference stores. From ( Read more... )

So Its' been a crazy year here in Anchorage. As I sit here looking around my half empty room. I think to myself. This is a big stepping stone for me as an adult. I don't regret about anything that has happened to me. If those events didn't happened, I wouldn't be where I am today. I'm happy that the whole Blaze thing happened cause I don't think it ( Read more... )

So right now, I'm just doing laundry. Man this shit takes forever. So the offical date of my departure is the 22nd of Oct. Shipping my car down is going to cost me 744 dollars. That ain't so bad. The other company wanted 998 dollars. I'm like fuck that. Nordstrom @ Bellevue Square. I'm really nervous. They have high volume at that store. :S ( Read more... )

So it's 3 weeks since I've wrote this. So in two weeks I'll be finding out if I'll going to be able to work at Nordstroms in Bellevue, Washington. I'm crossing my fingers...I mean my pay checks are going to be off da fucking hook. 25-28 bucks an hour! I need this more anything right now. If this experience happens, I think its the most grown up ( Read more... )

So here I am...typing in my bed with Mothra passed out under the sheets. It's 3:23 am in the morning and I just realized how much has gone by since I've last wrote in this journal ( Read more... )