i feel so guilty ( Read more... )

i havent been on in a while. so yeah ( Read more... )

on the way home from soccer my dad told me my mom had a bad day
so i get home and im nice and friendly and then we start talking about french
and i flip out at her bc apparently its about her and i ask too much and WHY DO I FEEL SO FUCKING GUILTY

i dont know i just hate it and then i fuck things up more

ugh i feel sooooo fat ( Read more... )

where are my thoughts safe

my head maybe. im growing.

so i had a dream and it consisted of alex moving back.. because apparently she moved away and i remember riding in a car with her and michelle by henderson and there was like a hoagie/cheesesteak place back there and a big black dog (a lab, it was a good dog) and alex slept in kates room and i would go in like half dressed and i wanted to make out ( Read more... )

were not the same i cant even trust it didnt matter that they knew but it matters that i hurt and that i feel this pain and you DONT YOU DONT YOU DONT ( Read more... )

i hate this this isnt what life is about ( Read more... )

please step on my toes some more erica. if i could describe her in one word i would say want. she thinks she needs but she just wants and it ends up hurting other people. thats not why i opened this journal though ( Read more... )

do lit hw first NOW DAMNIT GOD I HATE YOUR PROCRASTINATING ( Read more... )