Al is supposed to come over. So I'm killing time 'til then ( Read more... )

More and more I think I just hate everything ( Read more... )

Right now my life can be compared to the feeling you get when you've had a huge growth spurt and none of your shoes and clothes fit anymore ( Read more... )

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HI MY NAME IS KRYSTINA AND I HAVE MADE AN ASS OF MYSELF APPROXIMATELY 3 TIMES IN THE PAST 24 HOURS ( Read more... )

I have this delicious happy feeling where anything I write ends up sounding cheesy or corny or some other food-oriented word and when I type it all out it doesn't even nearly do justice to my euphoric thought-jiving. So generally, I opt out and delete what I have written and say fuck it ( Read more... )

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Yes, I hate my life and yes, I've cried myself numb and I don't know what to do anymore and I don't have enough pills anyway to actually kill myself or even really do much damage...but that seems more and more like a sane way to end things.
I'm starting to believe more and more that emotions are just out of control brain waves that lead to nothing.

It's funny that one of the smartest people I know just does not get the hint.
I am almost at the end of my rope here.
I don't know what to do.

I tried to wax my "area" last night, and it didn't work. I was talking to Stephen on the phone and told him what I was about to do and he wanted to "listen." Listen to my pain! Anyway, I used about two of those strips and said fuck it. That shit hurts way too bad. I'll have it professionally done or something, I can't do it to myself. God, that ( Read more... )