i thought i wanted to be friends, i guess i was wrong. no regrets now that i know i didn't want to deal w/ it anyways, at the time i thought i did. i don't understand how someone goes out w/ the guy you like and im a slut b/c of it, you're really ignorant if you think that. im happy, i want things to be over on a good note michelle, but i can't ( Read more... )

im not sure who your entry was about, i did notice i couldn't comment b/c i am blocked so i wanted to say something to you anyways. if by chance your entry is about me know this; my entry was about me, no one else. it was not about you, it was not about michelle, it was mine. i didn't think i would have to explain it to anyone and i don't think ( Read more... )

some people say life is a game, but who would create such a fucked up game. and who says i even want to play? i sit and wait for my turn to end and it doesn't. i can't deal w/ anything or anyone. i have officially stopped caring b/c whats the point. Eventually you lose everything thats ever meant something to you, its fate. i can't deal w/ ( Read more... )

anyways, chillen in the library skipping class like a rebel. hey cyrus, have we gone to any classes today? we are such rebels! its b/c we blow through yellows and run reds! "wait, we did?" omg i just had a nosebleed and i felt so dumb! i walked by some bitch and she called me a crack head or something, like its my fault my nose bleeds. we'll ( Read more... )

me and brian were giddy b/c we hung out yesterday! i got my jollies! this weekend was the same as every weekend...get stoned, hang out at someones house, eat, we always have fun tho. me and blaine are NOT together, everyone quit saying im lying about it, we really aren't. damn, thumbs down, i am suspended on wednesday, michelle too, we'll hang ( Read more... )

like someone you think is so sweet fucks over someone who completely doesn't deserve it. don't guys respect themselves? do they think its cool when they play girls b/c personally i think its bullshit. fuck you both. don't you realize what you are doing to her? fucking asshole....

grils can be so petty, over jealous, and bitchy. i can't even defend my gender fo that and its sick. i can't hate someone i love, its impossible. words of anger, words of hate, words of pain, words of tears. sometimes i don't think about what i say or do. meaningless empty words i will swear with my life were not mine and plainly written in ( Read more... )

Homicide (15%)
Alcoholism (15%)
Overdose (9%)
Third Degree Burns (7%)
Alien Abduction (7%)

Disorder ( Read more... )

i gaze into my reflection in the mirror but it isn't mine. its my body, its my face, but my mind is somewhere else, somewhere perfect. i see a vacant stare look right back at me and its almost animated. i can see into the mirror, back out, and through myself again to the swirl of colours in the backround. once again, i am happy. The colors ( Read more... )