So I dine with my friends ( Read more... )

The sun shines in from the window, and it is the closest thing to a visitor I’ve had in days. It’s not that they aren’t invited, it’s that they simply won’t come. I long for solicitation, for someone to just barge in and make themselves comfortable ( Read more... )

The local scene seems to be warming up to the band. Save for a few people who seem to hate me for no reason. I hope my personality and sometimes jerk-like behavior hasn't made people dislike my band. I want nothing more than to see kids dancing during one of our songs. I think we might go beyond Johnstown to achieve that though. They Move ( Read more... )

If my best friend were in my right hand and my girlfriend in the left and they were hanging over a cliff and I had the strength only to save one of them, I'd probably get distracted by two chipmunks humping and drop both of them.

If any of you know me in person then you know that I'm two totally different people. The boy writing now and the boy who you hang out with are not the same. Only Emma has seen the transformation from one to the other and back again ( Read more... )

The rocks will wear away, the trees will grown as just as soon fall, the birds will sing and eventually burst into a mess of blood and feathers. Clockwork. We all die. Nothing at all ever happens. The moment something good happens its real intentions are revealed and you find yourself sitting at a computer and typing your life away. Conor ( Read more... )

Nothing at all ever happens.

I need a head count. How many people still know I exist?

A raven calls from somewhere off in the darkness. I’ve been here long enough to realize that time freezes quicker than water and shatters just as easy. I lie on my back, staring up at the blank night sky. No stars. No wishing I may, wishing I might to see the first star tonight. No smiling moon face. No licking my lips, longing to taste the ( Read more... )

Sorrow has come back into my life. Its vehemence is so strong that I find myself closing my eyes for hours at a time just so the days pass quicker. If these times are laden with closed eyelids, then my memories of them will be bearable. Think of it as being in a car. And your driving underneath overpasses. But there's thousands of them of them ( Read more... )

I bought Thursday's new album. It's beyond words good, I've wanted an album like this for so long. I also spoke with the guitarist of the UK band Jairus. They're touring with ForDireLifeSake and I'm going to try and book a show with them. That would shred.

I wrote this song last night.

If life were new to you ( Read more... )