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I hate not knowing what someone else is thinking......
or what they think of you......
Its all good....

I seen her today. It was the hardest thing I think that i have ever had to go through. Just to see her standing there holding hands with the person she cheated on me with and being happy killed me but, it happened for a reason. I prayed that she was ok and now I know that she is ( Read more... )

They had this think called a steamer at the gas station. Kinky huh. NOPE not really it was like coffee or what ever but decaf. Best thing ever.
I went to the coolest park today.
It was so fun. Especial The secret passage way.
Work sucks. But who cares.
My lip is swolllen and possibly infected.
I LOVE THAT PARK!!!
I need a camera so i can take

How things really do work out in the end.
Aswell as Things do happen for a reason.
I promise.

I passed my driving test. Now i can drive places. Like to work were I will work 40 plus hours a week and never get to see any of my friends ( Read more... )

Work sucks. I didn't pass my driving test. I dont know what feelings I have are rea. Somtimes I think I have good ideas and then looking back on it I know I don't.

I hate this feeling. I love everyone who has tried to help me. It makes me step back and say she HAS NO ONE to care about her, but I have so many people who care about me. It makes me feel really good. I have found something in my life right now that makes me happy enough that I forget about my problems. I just hope this thing stays for awhile, but ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think anymore. I don't know what emotions to act on and which ones to put in the back of my mind and forget about. Everything inside of me tells me not to take her back, but I know if she comes back I won't be strong enough. Every time I talk to her I just cry my eyes out. I start to talk and nothing comes out. I want to yell ( Read more... )

The best I have had in a long time.

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